A modest girl croaks to the floor

whatever... *walks out of the room, not even looking at you*

I CANT COME ON DURING THE DAY!!!

dont bother talking or anything, too much effort for you

*still staring out the window*

are you having fun? enjoying being lonely? maybe youll understand MY pain

*stares out the window*

your smart, but not smart enough to realize im going insane to the point im at war with myself

*feels drowsiness take over my entire body, i pass out on the bed, barely covered by the blanket*

*collapses on the bed* if you truly love me, smother me...

also, you did it again, i was SO CLOSE to getting help, and you HAD to barge in to throw it off, seems like you DO want me miserable

talk to me when your not being so headstrong, and for fuck sake, wear a mask, the virus WILL kill you, believe it or not, you wont know when, you wont know where, but the minute you get a bad fever, its too late

clearly too much to ask from you, and its funny, you come to this site, which is more risky than what im asking you to help me with

look, im trying to find some girls to keep me company here, so i dont drag you down with my depression

well i dont want you miserable either, i love you too, i thought MAYBE youd be willing to try

I would never want you to be miserable... I love you...

WHY BOTHER asking a mistress to talk to me, WHEN THEY WONT COME BACK!?

clearly you DONT want to help me, you sabotaged me twice, ONLY to make me miserable

We all are

your damn right i am

*rubs my belly, whispering to thr baby: take no notice of daddy, hes just a bit stressed...*

*clenches my fist, aggravated with you*

Please, just drop it...

so go ahead, tell me otherwise

for 8 or more years i have been doing this, its called being alert

i did SMS before and didnt get caught

you say its risky, yet you are here talking to me, i taken MANY risks

Yeah, you should've!!!

i shouldve kept my mouth shut on the idea... *crosses my arms, turning away*

Im sorry, but its just too risky...

I CANT!!!

fine...

at this point, calling isnt necessary, its enough to text a phone with, ONLY through a site, if you follow my instructions

No Eric!

if you can get in here, than you certainly can do SMS

But you can't call on it

thats still a tablet babe... but that has a higher chance of working, its still a communicator

*Google

A Kindle, which is a device for reading books, but I found a way to get onto Goggle

what the hell is it then?

Nope

oh right... your ma's tablet...

i secretly made myself an email when i had a computer 6 years ago, and never got caught, my DSi USED to work with it, but for a strange reason, gmail wont let me make a new one

Im not on a phone or a computer

Won't work on my end either

and why not? you come here to talk to me

as ive said, it wont work on my end

I can't do it on a phone or a computer

there are sites, that i found, that allows a computer to text a phone, just search "texting phone with computer"

*puts my head in my hands* ugh.....

your missing the idea completely...